David Lynch said in a interview that we create nothing, we just funnel it through the cosmic consciousness into our reality. And it clicked. I knew this since i was very young. i always had these bursts of profound truths and creativity and intricate thinking but i knew it wasn’t me.

it wasn’t mine to claim. i was just the medium that this information was passing through only to manifest in the same timeline as me.

i had a choice at some point. to either take my mind and control my life or let it be the chaos that it was and keep the channel alive .

momentarily i chose the second but thinking back to it i was always oscillating between the two in order to survive. now i know for certain

this is a celestial truth and that i have no control over this.

the only control i have is to know myself so i can allow myself to act as the medium i’ve always been.